Sunday, January 08, 2006

Confess your love....

The following is a very beautiful forward received recently.... while it may hold true for some.... in my life..... it hasn't!.... yet! ;) .... My next post will highlight how things can go awry and life can turn u upside down.... just coz u were foolish enough to let someone know that u care....

Now, here's the forward....

10th Grade
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As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
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The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked to come over because she didn't want to be alone, So I let her.....
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home.
She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek..
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don t know why.

Senior year
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One fine day she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'.
So we did.
That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.

Graduation.
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One day passed, then a week, then a month.Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angelup on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat,and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Marriage.
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I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married now and will soon drive off to her new life, married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it.
But before she drove away,she came to me and said 'you came !'.
She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Death.
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Years passed by...
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
At the service, they read a diary entry she wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:"I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me ! .........

"I wish I did too...", I thought to my self, and I cried.......

***Do yourself a favour, tell her/him you love them. They won't be there......forever ***

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But, before you rush out and tell someone that you love them.... read the next post, think about the consequences, and then take your decision. But, I maintain that, family members should definitely be told of your affection for them.... of your love for them.... and of your gratefulness for their just being there for you.... there is absolutely no wrong that could ever come from that.... it's just when you rush out to confess your love for someone else.... that you need to be careful.... move on to the next post for details.....

1 Comments:

Blogger Cherry tiger said...

I could not agree with you even more. It's always important to let the people you love know how much you love them. That's why I'll never stop trying to let my family and friends know how much I love them. Though I admit, I still fail at times.

I admit though... there is one guy whom I really love but I've never said anything. It's a long story but I've decided to love him in the shadows. Reading this post, I'm reminded that it doesn't matter... I should tell that person anyway. But for me, there's a lot at stake. And yes... I am scared.

I can see you're going through a lot right now, and I pray that things will get better for you soon. Don't worry, I'm sure the darkness will pass. ^^

Take care and God bless! ^^

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